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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Seriously, this is the first real post I've done in a long time. Things have gone by so fast that I don't even have time to blog about them (or perhaps its really because I'm plain lazy). Well, I'm back with a new resolve, and back for good ( I hope ). Feel terrible just leaving this blog to rot here actually, but at the same time so malas to blog.. Sighs, why don't people focus on inventing mind controlled computers instead of focusing on cloning tech? Makes all our lives easier. And better, no need to upload photos from Cameras anymore!! Visualize and voilla!!
First ever major fight with my brother. We've never spoken to each other like that before. Understandable why he said such things, but that doesn't give him the license to say that. Not talking to each other at the present, though I would love to. Its just about being the bigger guy I guess, and at the moment I'm feeling pretty small.
Ainaa, the girl that walked right into the section in my heart that God made for her. Feel confused on where to classify her though, she's not much like other Malay people around. She leads a pretty western lifestyle ( violin and ballet, clothings ) but fundamentally very very conservative ( no photos together!! ). Not at all Malay but yet everything. Feeling confused and slightly sorry for myself though, but falling deeper and deeper in love with her each day . Praying hard that God leads her to Him, even though He might not have plans for us to be together. I sure pray He does.
Life=Tiring. Classes, Projects, Lab Reports ( yes, LAB REPORTS ladies and gentlemen ). Quizzes next week to keep me on my wrinkly toes.
Missing Church badly. Missing Christians badly. Relationship with God has been at its strongest though, because here, I'm being challenged everyday. I get through thanks to the prayers pouring in by all my loved ones.
Feel guilty about abandoning friends. Jeremy ( both Malaysian and Singaporean ), Moo, Selwyn ( Christian Lecture mate ). Sigh, talk about my New Year's Resolution of keeping my Priorities Straight!!

I'm going home, soon ( few hours time to be exact ). Mixed feelings.

Happy CNY to ALL..

PolarTwilight blogged at 2:20 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...