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Thursday, June 28, 2007

Happy 60th to me!!! (and thats for the post NOT the age!!). Good to see my blog hasn't died out in almost 2 and a 1/2 years of operation, though many a time I wanted to shift addresses. Get a clean start, as they say. Wells, I'm having a real roller coaster ride here, and it's pretty scary, to say the least.
Being in college, isn't the nicest thing in the world. Sure you've got the freedom, and the friends, and the girls, but wells, there's a search for something more. Something more.. Godly.. In the middle of nowhere, surrounded by heaps and heaps of musilms, ironically I'm closest to God. God provides, as we all know. It's not in God's nature not to take good care of His people. The Shepard that leaves the 99 sheep behind and goes looking for the one lost one. Oh, the Love that will not let me go.
I've accidentally left my Bible in my home, and I'm spiritually starving. It's really amazing, and how much I'm starting to hunger for the Milk of The Word. I wouldn't have given a second thought about not reading the Bible in the past, but now, I'm somehow driven to want to read it?! God works in mysterious ways. I've been trying to keep up a good prayer life, but often times just 'can't find the time'. I'm being stupid here. How can I not find the time for the One that made time itself?? The One who puts my every breath in me? God help me.
People have been wanting to sleep with me. Wowzers, that came as a surprise. With my background in Porn, do not doubt that I've been tempted sorely. But Jesus, He's still saving me. Helping me through my weakness. Even though I walk in the Valley of the Shadow of Death, I shall fear no evil. No Evil at all. I'm glad I'm part of 1234, it's been keeping me healthy and strong.
Speaking of 1234, I have to mention Jeremoo. He's a flawed guy, as we all are. He combats many a sin, and so do I. Through God, he starts 1234, I barely have the strength to nod to join him. He's getting stronger, and if God helps me, I'll get stronger too. Jeremoo, I'm thankful for you. Thank you for Streams in the Desert, it keeps me fed Spiritually for now. I'm getting weary of running, but Christian brothers and sisters are keeping me up and running. Running, till I meet James at the end of my race.
Veron, I haven't finished your song. Must use the S word here, SORRY!! Man, I've been keeping a good record of letting people down. First Jun Ai, and now Veron.. Haiz, bad bad Naveen. I wish I really could find the time, but exams and all, wowzers they're pushing me heaps. I think I'll sit down this weekend and do it.
By the way, I've been blessed with 3 good Christians here. Mr David, Miss Jan, both my lecturers, Selwin, and Shawn, newfound Christian Buddies. Mr David has been my complaint post, every single thing I'll go to him. Wonder when he's going to get tired of it, but he never seems to. He seems even more delighted than I do bug him. My English Lecturer, Miss Jan however, likes to bully whatever Christians she can find. We had a wonderful dinner cum Fellowship last Monday, and the little CF IS GOING STRONG thanks to your prayers!!
Acedmic point of View, no probs, almost aceing everything thanks to God's good Graces.. Mum seems to think I'm lazy, and gave Khuen Foong (J Joy's Husband, and therefore Jun Ai's Bro-In Law), ironically a doctor, the power to spank me raw. So much for Family Love eh??

PolarTwilight blogged at 3:45 PM

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