Sunday, May 20, 2007
Listening To: Nothing But You, Paul Van Dyk
Haiz, we blew it, and no one to blame but ourselves again.. We had a dream about a Treble, that now lays in ashes.. We've got 1 cup, which is better than nothing, yet, not enough for a club that has preformed so OUTSTANDINGLY well this season. And yes folks, I AM talking about Manchester United. And Yes, we've just lost the FA cup to dear ol' Rivals Chelsea. Haiz, I'll try to sleep the disappointment off..
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Listening To: Bigger Than My Body, John Mayer
Gosh.. Never thought it would be this hard.. Once upon a time, in O-Levels, I used to be the Chemistry Ace. And now, I'm starting from Square one. Everyone starts at square one, my seniors say.. So, it's time to build myself up again, from scratch. The first step is always the hardest, people say. It seems to apply here as well. I've just been exposed to the basic overview of several of my Subjects for this year. Oh yeah, speaking of Subjects, there's MUET( English), Pengajian Am (History), Biology, Chemistry and the BANE of my EXISTENCE, MATH T. See, I've barely survived Add Math back in Form 4 and 5, and now THIS??!! Hoping to be a Doctor, the only math I ever wanna figure out is the dosage required by a patient. I've barely Survived SPM (O-Levels) with a miraculous A-. Now, I've got to go through another round wrestling theorems of Triangles and Circles?? *Faint*!!
But, if there's something about me you should know, its that I live in Competition. In the face of challenges, I smile, because I have the Strength of God with me. I know I'll be able to do anything I put my mind to, and the main problem is putting my mind to math. I know, I can do it. God help me here please!!
Monday, May 14, 2007
Gosh, in like 9 hours time, I'll be back in Secondary School.. Have to wake up at 6 for the first time in months!! Half of 2007 has went by in a storm of wings.. But in that time, I had friendships forged, love kindled, a Return to God, a Fire Re-Kindled, love abound, and joys, disappointments.. Gosh, I would't have traded those few months for anything in the world. The events that have happened since Dec 2006-the Present have defined who I am, and what I am Growing to be. A learning process, that has been going on day by day for months, have really put me on the journey to adulthood. I'm still Immature about things, but I'm LEARNING!! And That's what counts.
Tomorrow, I start a new chapter, a fresh page in my book of life. I'm going back to school. I'm chasing a dream. A dream, inspired by the kids of Cambodia, and Thailand. A journey, to be a Doctor. To work in the mission field of God, that is what I wanna do, but not just as an ordinary missionary. A someone, who people can come to, when they are ailing. And I pray God will drive me through this 2 hard years.
I fear a lot.. What if I fail to do well at the end of two years?? What if I drift away from God in pursuit of my goals?? What if I Lose touch with my newfound friends?? What if... One Thousand and One Questions rattle my mind.. Into Your Hands, I commend my Spirit, O' Lord. Do my worrying for me, be with me, Almighty.. Shield me, and remind me that those I love will never really leave me, though they sometimes seem to do so..
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Listening To : Vanilla Sky Soundtrack, Sigur Ros
Wells, 2.20am on a Sunday morning.. Gotta wake up for church pretty soon.. Oh yeah, its Mother's Day too.. And James and myself are supposed to do this slide show presentation (basicly, he's doing all the work, that Comp Geek).. I don't know nuts about Powerpoint though.. Feeling crappy, and tired ( not to mention hungry ). Man, Just wanted to write a post to vent out a bit of anger/frustation.. People say that a blog is an expression of the soul.. Well, here I am, pouring out this frustrated bit.. I'm really frust on James' behalf, because the STUPID COMP is acting UP!! It's like, it chose the perfect time to ruin James' wonderful slide shows, TWICE!!! I would hammer it to the ground, but it isn't my comp lolz... Gosh, wells determintaion showed.. Hopefully the rest of the Youth show that kind of maturity too, so everything will go well tomorrow.. Or else, I'll be headless in the morning.. Will update on how it went.. TILL THEN..
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Listening To: Susie Suh, All I Want
The 3 most popular people in Singapore, are currently in Chiang Mai, on a (guaranteed) life changing trip. Well, I on the other hand, am stuck here in Seremban, doing an internship here. Before you guys come rushing to see Seremban Christian Zone, just know I'm working with my home church.. Nothing big *lol*.. Wells, guess the soul of a person is incorporated into his/her blog.
Well, I've been busy throughout this internship. Luckily, I have off days, and work isn't so frantic, unless someone wants to change his sermon last minute (Don't anyone DARE try that with me) !! Been, and Being Franticly preparing Mother's Day stuff, hope that all goes well. James and myself have been putting together a 10 minute slide-show showing all the Mums over the years (with James doing most of the work, since he's the Comp Expert) . We've pounced upon some pretty interesting ones too, just have to come down to Seremban on Mother's Day if you wanna see it. Got this other thing planned out too. Get the Mum's to read out letters written by their Children. Super cool actually, looking forward to it (gosh, that reminds me, gotta call ppl to makes sure they actually wrote the letters lolz). Besides that, been out tracting and promoting the Living Skills class that we have. Living What, you say?? Well, Living Skills is a Community Outreach project, that out Church preforms for (mostly) Underprivileged Kids. I've been one of the teachers, and been trying to play a more active role in the teaching, especially in English classes. I'm nowhere near as dedicated as the other teachers though ( Aunty Kim, Poh Yen, Mum, Dad, Uncle Kok Bin). But after all, I'm on internship to learn stuff, right??
Besides that, nothing much to say.. Just odd jobs here and there around Church, nothing worth mentioning.. But I'm learning heaps, on how the Church is run, and how to be more active in it.. I really think that this is a time God set for me, to learn and to grow, and to serve. God Be praised, and may all I do, be for His Glory. Amen.. Till the next post..
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