~May Your Light Shine :D~

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Dear God,

I'm angry and dissapointed with You right now. I know I have no right to question Your Will, and Plans Lord, but you've let me down Dear Lord. God, why did it have to go all over again. Getting hit by a 16-wheeler when you're on a motorbike is no way to leave this earth, Lord. just think about it, a few months more and she would be sitting for her SPM already Lord. But (forgive me Lord) I'm really dissapointed because You (for once) didn't answer my prayer Lord. You know how I ask You to keep my Family, Friends and Church Members safe Lord, but why did You choose not to answer this one Lord. Its really not fair God. You took Ain at a time when I was just starting to get over Shuba and Kalai's passing away Lord. You took a 17 year old girl Lord, someone who didn't know Christ the way we Christians do, someone so Bright, Charming, and Wonderful. I could go on asking why forever Lord, but I know, at the end of the day, You've got my best intersets at heart Lord. But Lord, please Lord, please don't take away someone who is closer to me than Ain. Please don't take away someone who is so dear to me Lord, My Mum, Dad, Brothers and family, people like Junny, Michelle, David and friends, people like Uncle Ken, Chong Fatt, Aunty Esther and other people in the Church. Lord, please Lord, and you know deep down Lord, that I would Die for these people. Lord, keep them safe and happy, wherever they may be Lord. I trust You, Depend on You and Survive on You Lord.....

PolarTwilight blogged at 1:11 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...